WHAT'S THE WORST THAT COULD HAPPEN
I think i have to break the freeze here...
Is life so unfair or have I been so unfair? Its highly confusing...
It has happened so that, I had prepared myself so much to be callous to the outcome of something, and have a back-up to prop me. Then the same thing seemed to be so tantalisingly close that I forget about the back-up plan and feel excited about acheiving something, and finally only get to know, i've let it slip...
Its bad... With my current thought-process, I don't know if its bad on my part to be worrying abt losing this or its bad of my having been turned-down....
neways, i think i'll get into active bluffing (read blogging) here after... jus' like this one... its a new life anymore....
For all those who din't know.. i've got a job in the US and will be working for Lexmark through Analysts International.